Sunday, November 20, 2011

To forgotten (or almost forgotten) friend

A simple silver heart; a simple band of gold
Given to some one, from another passing by
A token gift of old

Life speeds up and then it drags along
Until all at once it suddenly speeds on by
And than it is gone


Always meaning to right all our Wrongs
But, yet forgotten
Forgetting the words to every song




While looking through my belongings just the other day
I found a simple little note; of love that was tossed away
With some simple little things attached to it yet still today

With several strips of yellowed transparent tape
Two penny's, a little silver cross
And what looked to be a gum-ball ring

As I begun to read aloud this note
Of luck and love
I began to sob, so uncontrollably



I had to put it down and wipe my tears away
But, yet somehow it always ended up in front of me
This happened for several days

I knew this note O’ so well, for early on in our relationship
It meant more to me, then you will ever know
I had all but, forgotten it; your soul

Until I verbalized those first few sentences
”Your words, not mine” from another time
Then as a hot and glowing poker, from the fire
I was withdrawn

The steam it finally vented from me
Why did these things you wrote to me
Have no more place in thee?

Why am I a memory to you?
And why are you, but a dream too me?
You expressed yourself so cleverly way back when, and then



Now suddenly why, all of this mystery?

But, yet worse then this, and still
Is the silence in your eyes, and you
The words you will not speak; no, not one wink

The wheat penny, that is worth more than a single cent; you were…
You are worth more then gold to me
Even much more than platinum, you truly are!

The other penny a little stamping of JFK right behind the President
You said: “I would always have some one standing right beside of me”
But yet, I stand alone and still

Friday, November 11, 2011

Fail or Pass....

Minggu nie baru dapat result untuk final exam sem 3...Alhamdulillah ...syukur sbb pass dalam kebanyakan module...yup...'kebanyakan' module je...x pass semua...masih ada lagi yang sangkut kne resit balik....


Almost pass....almost fail....

Haha....tgk kwn keluar dari bilik check result....' aku almost pass kertas tu....!!! arghhhh....!!' pastu sorg lagi kuar.... ' wahhhh....aku sikit lagi fail ....but pass semua...' ...haha...bagi aku....sama je sikit lagi pass ke sikit lagi fail ke....dua2 da jelas satu fail n satu pass.....so x payah la nk rasa sedih sbb hampir fail ,,,,n x yah la bangga kalau hampir pass....hahaha.....tq to all the lecterer yg support walaupun result teruk but they always have hope in us....the still say ' don't worry...do your best in thes sem...n we will be there to help you ..always...' rahmat rasa dapat lecterer yang baik sangat n caring n never lost hope in us...unlike some lecterer ...not motavating at all...hahaa...tapi x ramai la...semoga mereka phm perasaan kami nie...perlukan moral support untuk bangun balik lepas fail berapa module....





Sub-standard Housemen....??

The sun article about housemen yang makin teruk n malas....produk medical school sekarang nie makin x berkualiti...n nie semua angkara kolej2 perubatan yang tumbuh macam cendawan lepas hujan....dalam artikel nie masing2 menunding jari..medical school salah....kerajaan salah...n semua salah....but the truth is...semua salah..because all did not cooperate with each other in doing smting....goverment said that lecterer in medical school is not good...but then the screening and inspection jarang dilakukan oleh pihak berkenaan to the medical institution....tak
dinafikan...salah student jugak ...because the motivation to become a good doctor is not there....they only taking the degree because of the job n the money...like Dr. Fidel said...this poor attendance...lack of student coming to cubicle to see lecturer....not attending the mini test...poor result is only the symptom of lack of interest in medical studies....semoga my batch is not like that....insyallah....

Ni baru fail kat dunia....kat akhirat???

Reminder for my self also.....kalau fail dalam exam final boleh resit....but kalau fail kat akhirat nanti...?? Lu fikir la sendiri... ^___^


Sunday, November 6, 2011

I do not love you.....as if you were salt-rose, or topaz


I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.



I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.



I love you without knowing how,
or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly,
without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way than this:
where I does not exist,
nor you,

so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

Akhlak seorang muslim.....

Indahnya ikhlak sorg muslim ...bila la kita nk jadi cmnie kn....
/-_-\...

"I will try to follow your way
And do my best to live my life
As you taught me
I pray to be close to you"